Okay, 'cause i can write everything on this blog i would do it. 

I'm boring at the moment and listen http://www.myvideo.de/watch/8333110/Ben_Howard_Keep_Your_Head_Up  ... When I'm in love I wish almost everytime that I can lay in his arms and that he love me too. But not everytime I can be with him and always he can't love me .. This is life and you will always hurt. But never give up hope. So many times you fall down can someone also help you back up and make your life smile. It will give a time in that you wanna curl up and die bute it will give a happy time too. For show you , how wonderful life is. You're a happy person because you can live. Live free, live without forcing and live with friends. If you have one, to that you can talk all the time, you have a lot of luck because not everyone has it !  Look at this man. He hasn't legs and arms but he smile. He smile a lot and he's happy. I have a lot... A LOT of respect to him !  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gc4HGQHgeFE ... He knows what live means. 

I hope you too. :-) 

:-*